Call me butter

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Fri, 15 Dec 2006 05:50:07 GMT

Uhhh I finally went and got my nose pierced last night. It is wonderful! I think it looks really cute and I'll have to post pictures eventually. Umm I'm really excited about my birthday being in 5 days (the 19th) I'll be 18 and thats super cool. Oh yeah that girl that wrote me those text wrote me again...KISSING MY ASS!!! She says that she misses me and that she's sorry. I'm I heartless to not care? I don't believe her and even if she was being honest I don't care. I'm I completely horrible? I really need to get some sick pictures on here. I'll work on that...

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Thu, 30 Nov 2006 22:01:34 GMT

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Thu, 30 Nov 2006 20:46:10 GMT

Well I stayed home again today. Doesn't sound like a problem but look at my attendance record then we'll talk. I felt the urge to write HIM again and decided against it. Waiting is so hard. I don't want to put myself out there and wait for what he could say. I don't know...I bet this looks like nonsence but I understand all to well.

Well I thought the other day was bad.

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 22:47:51 GMT

So a few weeks ago I was hanging out with my two closest friends and me and the one girl fight for the other girls attention. It was especially bad that friday and I got sick of feeling like I was groveling for their friendship. I decided to stop hanging out with them so much. I still did hang out with them but like I said not as often. Then it slowly stopped completely. For about two weeks it was calm and I thought I had handled things quite maturally by leaving an unhealthy friendship without fighting or drama. Oh boy was I wrong....Not last night but the night before *11/27* I get a text from one of the girls asking for me to bring a pair of her pants to school I said only if she brought my shirts to me. We both said okay. The next day she didn't find me or make an effort to contact me *I admit neither did I* that night she texts me saying "Whatever just forget about my jeans i'm not going to get them back cause your shirt was in the washer so just forget it". I said "Umm okay". *Remember were both seniors in high school* She then says "Thanks for being so understanding your such a good friend" as I was writing back she sent "And by that i meant your a Bitch" *and yeah I did get the sarcasm in the other text* so I put "What do you want from me i didn't see you and you never contacted me so i figured it didn't mattter to much if you want i can bring you your jeans tonight and you can give me my shirts" and she text back "Whatever just keep them and i'll bring your shirts when i get back and forget about me and conni we are done your 2 faced and a liar" I was not going to call her names I at least act my age and put "Okay life will go on and no i'll give them back once i get my shirts back" so she put "Well i'm glad you felt the same way about our friendship as we did" and I finished this delightfull conversation by "Alright text me when i can get my shirts" I felt I needed to put this and get some feedback and yes those are the actual texts I still have them on my phone. She acted like she was four and I didn't. I tried not to fight and just step out with some dignity but she had to do it. And of course she didn't say anything to my face...it was only texting! I'm not upset I don't want sympathy I just want to make sure I'm not tooting my own horn. I didn't do anything to instigate a fight and I think I handled it good, right???

Fuck You Jeff

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 22:25:03 GMT

You have got to be kidding me. I am so angry I want to cry, I'm LIVID! My best guy friend, I've been there for him through thick and thin for THREE YEARS, got a girlfriend and I was soooo happy for him. He was finally happy with his life. Well guess what for some dumb reason she absolutely hates me, I mean hates with the passion of a thousand white hot suns hates me. So he completely stopped talking to me, calling me, hanging out with me, and SAYING HI TO ME! Watch she'll dump him and who do you think is going to come crying to....ME, and guess who isn't going to give him the time of day....ME! You might think that's cruel but so is cutting out one of your best friends just so you can get a piece of tainted ass!

Grrr

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 05:15:20 GMT

I'm so confused about everything. I thought I had a really good grasp on everything. On school, friends, my life, everything and then it just sunk in these past few days that no I don't know anything about my life. School, well I'm not going to even get into that, just for my own ego. Friends...well after recent events I don't know who to consider my friends. I just have no idea what i'm doing or how i'm even going to continue doing it. And boys...I think that I am a very sexually frustrated virgin! Is this good or am I just doing this wrong too?

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